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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 12/9/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Astronomy!! Mt. Morris Fire Department, my kids at Prarieview, MUSIC, singing, writing songs on my guitar, pretending I know how to play the flute, saxophone, and oboe, pretty much anything that doesn't include fish.
Expertise: Hug giving and receiving.
Message: message me
AIM:  mizBhvn34
Member Since:
9/21/2005
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| Wow I haven't written and entry in a month and a half. And a busy month and a half its been. A few highlights!
1. My 21st Birthday
2. Singing drunk Karaoke
3. Singing drunk Karaoke to Tom Petty's "Mary Jane's Last Dance" with my brother.
4. Singing drunk Karaoke with a drunk guy to Tracy Chapman
5. Getting locked in my water heater closet
6. Hangning out with my friends Ethan, Carl, and Lindsay
7. Getting drunk with my parents
8. Working in a mold infested, bug cluttered, piece of crap room
trying to organize it. I don't think anyone had really been up in
there in probably four years.
9. Watching Nate graduate
10. Spilling my glass of water three seperate times at his parent's house
11. Hanging out with my nieces and newphew
12. More to come...
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| So its been a very trying week so far. This semester just needs
to be over. I have an awesome Thanksgiving break and just don't
want to be back. We had house guests two weekends ago. A
family friend and her 3mo old and 2 years old. I wanted to keep
them. Then I had a great week out in Denver with the
family. We spent the night out on the sidewalk in front of best
buy. We were 21st in line and we got there at midnight!!! It was
fun, we played Taboo and talked. I ran to the top of the mesa and
took lots of "thinking" walks. Sunday I got back to school and
watch the Notebook by myself. I've already seen it about a
dozen times but somehow I ended up bawling my eyes out and making those
crying noises that you make when no one else is around. Anyway, I
really F***ed-up on a paper for Religion class and my test today was
horribly hard. I'm tired and I just want to party. Friday is the
week before my birthday party at my place and then next week I'm
hitting the Bloomingon bars.
I love thinking walks but sometimes I just shouldn't think. Past, the
present, the future... all so confusing. People who've left,
people who've came, people who I've yet to meet. Blah.
Anyway, Just doing a lot of thinking. I may over react but
sometimes when I read people's profiles and stuff I just think. I don't
know. yeah so
Peace out.
J
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| Only FIVE days until I leave for Colorado!!!!! It is my most
favoritest time of the year. Family, mountains, beautiful
landscape, shopping, and turkey. I can't wait!
Last night I went home to accept my scholarship from the Villiage of
Progress. Such a great time. The lady that got the
same scholarship as me decided she'd make a little speech. So
what did I do? Freaked out and did the best I could. The father
and boyfriend said I did okay, so I hope so.
Anyway, I am so tired and don't want to do anything except sleep and
dream of Colorado and unfortunately, miss my bestest friend.
Peace.
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| So I haven't posted in almost 20 days. I've been super busy
trying to make it through this semester and spending as much times as
possible with my bestest friend in the world. To finish the last
post, our one year anny. was AWESOME! I sent Nate on a scavenger
hunt like deal which ended at my apartment. I had dozens of
candles lit and roses and when he walked in the door I had my guitar on
and played him a song I wrote for him. The chorus goes a
little something like this:
Things couldn't be more perfect
I couldn't be more in love
Hand in hand
Heart to heart
I adore you
Baby I love you
It was great. We drank wine and I made my special pizza.
The next weekend we went to Chicago. First we stopped at my house
for a couple of hours and then went to his. We had dinner with
his family where I spilled a completely full glass of water on the
floor and called him mom a freak. It was funny though, I don't
think she was offended. Everyone laughed so I guess it was
okay. The next morning we took the train into the city where I
auditioned for Nashville Star. I obviously didn't make it but
neither did the other 800 people there. Its alright. I had
fun and met some really great people. We stayed in the city that
night and ate Uno's pizza to the point of exploding. It was just
so dang good. Anyway. The point is, I couldn't be more in
love. I am really going to miss him next semester. We'll do
the best we can to make it work and if we fail, I guess it wasn't meant
to be. Its much simpler to say that but it would be hell.
I found out last Sunday that I am modeling in a wedding expo
again. January 22! I am so excited. The picture of me
is from the first one I did, it was supposed to be dramatic and I had
to hold the pose for 20 minutes! Who does that?!
One final thought. My Grandma sent me this little poem
thing. It was an inscription on the wall of a cellar in Cologne,
where Jews hid from the Nazis. I think it is fitting when the
world just seems not to fit.
I believe in the sun
even when it is not shining.
I believe in love
even when not feeling it.
I believe in God
even when God is silent.
Peace.
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| I can hardly believe that I have been dating the love of my life for
almost a year. I don't know what we are doing for the one year
anniversary. We've talked about it, but I don't care what we do,
I just like being with Nate. So, I told him to surprise me and
I'll foot my part of the bill. I want to do something special for
him but my song-writing capabilities are not working and I am short of
time. Pretty much it is just too hard to put into words how I
feel about him. I'm going to miss him like crazy after this
semester.
Anyway, this weekend my seesta is coming to visit me.
EXCITING! My niece is on fall break so Friday they are coming up
and then Saturday we are going to a pumpkin patch and chillin
out. Sunday they are going to church with me to watch me
sing. I hate that I have a philosophy test on Monday! Gosh!
Leah and I are going to look at apartments today! I like
living alone except, it can get a little lonely. I kind of wish I
could sublease my apartment for next semester and get a roommate.
I know I'm a loser and actually like people. I just really like
sleep too. I don't know. I have a big day ahead of
me. A new activity with my kids are school! And a new
case... I hear it is a HUGE box.
Oh before I forget, I went to my fire meeting on Monday. They
said I could be on their department if I live within this three mile
radius thing. I don't know if I do yet. I hope I am or at
least close. If I am, they want me to take a First Responders
course. That would make me crazy and so HAPPY!
Peace y'all!
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